Saturday, November 10, 2012

dear r: haunted

 
dear r: haunted


dear r:

how do i rid myself of
the aversion, the bitter
taste in my mouth?

how do the words
escape me? how
come i can’t seem
to cry?

how do i tell you that
you were a beautiful
mistake, the sum of
all my errors and faults?

how can i relate my
disappointment? or
share with you my
heartache and pain?

how is it that now,
though we are long
over, I still feel longing?

how do i say that i
can no longer love
you, though to my
dismay, sometimes
i still do.


love,

JANEisnotplain 11.4.2012

in response to a randomn communication 10.20.2012