dear r: haunted
dear r:
how do i rid myself of
the aversion, the bitter
taste in my mouth?
how do the words
escape me? how
come i can’t seem
to cry?
how do i tell you that
you were a beautiful
mistake, the sum of
all my errors and faults?
how can i relate my
disappointment? or
share with you my
heartache and pain?
how is it that now,
though we are long
over, I still feel longing?
how do i say that i
can no longer love
you, though to my
dismay, sometimes
i still do.
love,
JANEisnotplain 11.4.2012
