dear r: one year later
dear r:
there was an instinct
to help you and to
pull you through to
let you seep into
my heart and stay.
but now i exhale to
push you away to
separate our pieces
to let go of an
enourmous and harming
love to be able to
inhale freely.
things fall apart so
that other things can
fall together and i
am ready to live.
love,
JANEisnotplain 8.22.09
exactly 1 year to the date after i left r.
